Double Divorce : Taboo or Blessing?
Yes I’m divorced twice. Yes it took me a while to fully embrace this fact due to social conditioning. I’m proud of myself that I have had the courage to walk out of all kind of abuse the relationships were offering that too without any family support. I was aware I will have to face great deal of difficulties as I left my corporate job long back. After I left my second husband, I found myself on a journey of a long dark seemingly endless tunnel. All my identities which I gained after the birth on this planet earth started to vanish one by one and I reached to a point where I started contemplating-is it worth living! At one point I neither had enough money nor enough relationships not even good mental and physical health. I survived and I survived all of it. In loosing all the identities, I found myself. I realised that I never valued my own self, heck that didn’t existed in my reality, I didn’t know I was not valuing myself and that’s why I have been attracting people into my life who would do the same to me.
During my journey in the dark tunnel, I surrendered to the Divine Power we call God and miraculously my life started to change. I enjoyed the first sign of change coming to me so much that I started to get drawn to explore more. We humans have the power to manifest whatever we want to manifest into our lives and we are not taught how to make that happen. As I kept surrendering, the light kept appearing, the light that was within me all the time.
My journey within started with Buddhism to Pranic healing to Coaching, NLP, Hypnotherapy, Reiki and many more modalities that I kept learning and will continue to learn. I had questions, questions that how human mind work. Why do we do what we do? I have learnt and will continue to learn. I’m loving the person I’m becoming in the process. I’m loving the process of shedding the beliefs, patterns, thoughts that were instilled in me since my birth and beyond (time is an illusion). I’m now becoming an observer who not only observe people and things outside myself but also I observe my own self as well.
So much more to shed, so much more to learn, so much more to observe. The journey continues beyond time and space.
Love you Zindagi (life). ❤️